I tend to over react and throw pity parties. Sorrrrry.
Just crying about how pathetic I am. No friends, barely have a boyfriend right now, and no life. I just sit home all day long, no purpose and nothing to do.
Someone I used to know.
I hate when a person falls into that category. I was just reflecting on past friendships and it makes me so sad how far apart we are now. Like Matt. We were so close freshman year. I feel like he was avoiding me all year, which is probably not true but he did make absolutely no effort to be my friend. He cried on my fucking shoulder when we were friends. Life 2 times. I cared about him a lot. We even visited him in the summer & stayed at his home! What is that? And that shirt I made last year. He never texted back so I gave it away to ilsa. How sad is it that I had that shirt for a year and he never took it. I wonder why he never cared to try for our friendship. Why do I care so much? Why do I feel so betrayed? Is it because I actually love my friends? Maybe I care too much, maybe I’m too trusting.
Maybe I’m an idiot.
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I has no friends. How did this happen? Maybe its because I’m no fun, because that’s the vibe I’m getting lately. I don’t even want to do anything. Another night at home.
Tiny Furniture (2010)
Tiny Furniture seemed like something whipped right out the asses of Zooey Deschanel, Tina Fey, and maybe even Miranda July. Though I have much respect for Lena Dunham, I didn’t particularly like the film. About an awkward female-graduate that heads back home to “figure things out” and “do stuff.” Directed, written, and starred by Dunham, it is much like her HBO show Girls and I wonder if this is the origin of the show because most of the characters and style is recycled. The way I see it, Tiny Furniture is another film that exists and that is it. Don’t get me wrong, it was perfectly crafted with a quirky script and aesthetically pleasing cinematography, but it was just a movie where I really felt nothing, where I didn’t like the characters too much, and where I found some things absolutely irrational and annoying. Recommended to twenty-something year olds in the mood for an awkward coming of age tale. Enjoy.
I want this to be my room. windows and rain.
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